Good Bye My Friends... I Am Going Tomorrow...

I am going to the boarding tomorrow 3pm or something like that. I guess this is all I have with my friends. Technically it’s not as bad as it sounds. It is not the end of the relationship with my friends. And I am not going to war.

I just mean that I am kinda sad to leave them behind. What to do? This is life, this is love. I felt like you had spent years in a school trying to find this many of friends. Is it worth it to throw them all away and make new ones? Is it fair to them that I just threw them like that?

To me, I don’t think its fair. They might not be concern to me as I thought. But the things will just keep hanging in my mind, telling me that I am the worst. Tomorrow will be a day I wont forget. 29/12/08.I just wanna tell all my friends that I am leaving soon. This time, it’s a real goodbye.

GOOD BYE MY FRIENDS! I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER!! DON’T FORGET ME K??

I Shouldn't Have Let You Go...

Its getting late and its raining.
Its getting cold and I’m lonely.
All I can think is you.
One and only kind and pretty you.
I also wondered about the old times,
Where you and I were still together.
We laughed, we played, we were happy.
I also wondered why did I end this?
All the thought of us just cant make me sleep,
I’m up the all night,
Thinking about you in my bed.
Ever since you turn and walked away.
Since you walked away,
My life was empty.
Without your sweet voices,
I feel like deaf.
When I got you beside me,
I felt like there’s an angel beside me.
When you are here part of my life,
I always told myself you are the one.

Our Mamories...

You and I,
We had many memories.
You are the apple of me eye,
Anything can make me think of you.

You have thought me many things,
Making me a better man.
Just like having a pair of wings,
Flying away to a wonderful land.

Thinking of you makes me sad,
You are my passage of light
Thinking of you makes me personal world end,
Like a blot of lighting above me strikes.

I am so sad that this ended that way,
For I don’t want it to end.
I have no excuse to say,
For it is me who made this relation ship bend.

Memories of you and me,
It’s really sweet and wonderful.
Your memories finally let me see,
The world that you say is so colorful.

Memories can sometimes heal,
for sometimes thinking of you can cheer me up.
But in the hand it can also kills,
For this wonderful thing had end.

Why I always Felt That You Are The One...

The first time I met you,
I can feel this bond.
Now I wish I have you,
I want us to bond.

I really hoped it would happen,
You and I in a family tree.
Because when I’m with you,
I’m finally free.

The first time I hold your hand,
I feel warm and safe.
I wonder you feel that too,
For I want to keep you safe and warm.

I know that none of this will happen,
All I can do is wait and pray.
Waiting and praying for you and I,
In a happy place that you and I can enjoy.

I always knew you are the one,
I also wish you realized it.
You always have that sad look on you face,
I wonder I can cheer you up.

You are the light in my world of darkness,
You are my star in my sky of darkness.
I wish to be your soul mate if god wills it,
I wish to be your true love.

I know that I’m not perfect,
I know that I’m not the best.
But I will try my hardest,
To win you over.

You are my only true love,
You are my evening star.
You are my passage to happiness,
You are the one I am looking for.

*Jingle-ling, Jingle-ling* Thats A Familiar Sound. What sound Is That?

Jingle-ling, jingle-ling.
Which is the bell that’s is now ringing.
Suddenly flew a magic sleigh,
And “Ho, ho, ho Merry Christmas” someone said.

Who is that busy in the night?
For all of us are sleeping up tight.
Its Santa working in his sleigh,
And “Merry Christmas” he will say.

He lands on every roof with his knee,
And jumps down the chimney.
Looking for a Christmas tree,
And putting at least a present in the number three.

Santa Claus

Santa Claus slept the whole year long,
Only one day he wakes up all day long.
On that day he will be very busy,
Dropping through chimneys.
Giving out presents,
To please all parents.
Just by making their child happy,
And charging it for free.
“Merry Christmas” he will say,
While he ride is flying sleigh.
He is the most popular old man,
For he is everybody’s friend.

A Girl I Know

Long time ago,
When we all want gold.
There is this lady,
Who is young and dainty.
She’s the best,
Not only in the west.
But in the world,
Where we all want pearl.
Beautiful and cool,
Smart and good.
Nothing can replace her in my heart.
Not even gold which is hard.

A Place I Hate

Once upon a time,
Where we all drink lime.
There was a place,
Who thought they were ace.
Where people hate,
Where we all threw eggs.
This place is a school,
Where teachers are bulls.
That place teaches music,
Which makes it sick.
How I wished,
That this place vanished.

Things I Wanna Say Before I Go To Boarding School

I am going away at 29/12/08. Going to a boarding school. Don’t know when I will be back again. Before I go, I just wanted to tell everybody that I will miss you guys all. My friends, my family, and everybody else.

I made some good friends and some “enemies” here. ^^ Some is good friends to bad… I just wanted to tell them sorry. But to all except 1( Loh Jia Hui) man is he a bastard. LOL!! Everybody in our class hates him. So do I.

In the other hand, in all the people that I will miss(doesn’t count my family), there will always be 1 person that I miss the most. That person left so much memories for me. I am sad that I have to live… I really hoped tat I can stay ^^

I think that’s all I will write for this time. Ok then. Just to say that good bye all.^^

Minuet

Magnificent master piece,
Intermediate group of songs.
Naturally played sounds the best.
Using all your heart,
End the song with full expression,
The song will be fantastic.

Canon

Can anyone play this song?
A beautiful piece of melody.
New songs came,
Old songs went.
Next time this song will be well known.

I Lost My Chance...

Times went by,
You and I passed by.
Only I known you are the one,
I would not let you go.

Now I never thought that we will meet.
I known my mistake letting you go,
So I’m holding you tight.
Tighter than any thing else.

I want you now,
I know my chances had passed.
I know I lost you.
I know that I don’t suits you.

I let you go the last time,
Does this means I lost my chance?
Or I never had a chance.
Why is God putting this wall between us?

Why can’t we just push the wall down?
Why must we let that wall stand between us?
Why must we give up?
Why must we stand down to this wall?

Let’s work together,
Tare this wall standing between us down.
Let our love can be together.
Tears will be in your eyes.

Love is the thing that makes everyone happy,
Love is the best feeling.
Love can cure any weakness,
Love can make people inseparable.

I Cant Live Without You...

Is it the end in my world?

Can you see it now?
As a friend,
Nothing is impossible if it’s for you.
To me you are the best


Let time past by us,
I am getting further from you.
Voice in my heart is getting softer,
Eternal it kept saying.

What is the purpose of me,
In the big big world where there’s no you.
Things just started to break down in my world.
How could this happen to me?
Or have I made a mistake?
Using this may not help,
Things just can’t stop changing.

You are the one I’m looking for.
Or you are the angel that always stand by me.
Understanding you just hurts makes my world rains.

I Am Giving You Up...

I wish I can just say this out.

As I don’t see this going any where,
Making you and I suffer.

Giving you up is the only option we have.
It may be really hard.
Vase is empty for no one cares,
I have an empty for you no care.
Next thing you know,
Glass breaks so will my heart too.

You can tell me there’s nobody else,
Or looking into my eyes and lie to me.
Usually I will just do nothing about it.

Usually I wont make it a problem.
Please take me back my darling.

I Will Try To Be A Better Man...

I know that you don’t like me.

Will you tell me what it is?
I will do whatever I can,
Let you accept me,
Let you like me back.

Trying my best to change,
Revealing how much I desire you.
Yes or no its up to you.

Telling you this may not change anything,
Or change the feelings you have towards me.

Being a better man is what I am trying to do.
Eternity love is I hope between us.

Anything I can do to have you?

Before you fully discard me,
Every time I think you should know this.
Things won’t go perfectly as you want it,
Things won’t go the way as you predicted.
Every time I tried to tell you something,
Really want to let you know that I love you baby.

Meaning that I need you, I want you, my love.
Anything I can just tell you like that,
Next time I will tell you the rest.

I'm sorry

It won’t cure just by saying “I’m sorry”

Anything can be cured,
Meaning that it can be cured if you really meant that apology.

Seeing two people being separated,
Only the people who care will feel sorry for them.
Revealing that they are the ones that you should be with.
Raining in your life will stop.
Yesterday’s things can be forgotten.

I Will Remember You !

I have to part with you now my friend.

Wishing that this time would never come.
If there’s a way I can stay I will stay
Let me take your hand and lead you to my world.
Listen to my voice and come to my world.

Anything is possible.
Listen to this and you probably will be sad.
Wishing on a wishing star,
Always wish the same wish.
Yes, its never have to part with you.
Saying this may not change the fact that I am leaving.

Raining days are normal in my life.
Even when its sunny out there,
My life will still be raining hard still.
Even thinking about you makes my heart sad.
Missing you kills me the most.
Being lonely and away from you,
Every thing melts down.
Rain is going to start falling.

You will always remain in my heart.
Other time we will meet.
Understand what I mean,

! need you, I want you, I miss you…

I Miss You

I miss you. Your face appears in my head everyday.

Missing you doesn’t change the fact that you are gone.
I am sorry I can’t be perfect.
Seeing you going away just kills me in my heart.
Seeing you walking away from me just makes me wanna cry.

You are just the one that I thought will stay with me.
Open up your heart and tell me what’s in there.
Understanding somone is not easy. Im sorry.

I Love You

I need you, I want you.

Leaving in my life is not easy.
On the days I missed you, on the night I dream about you.
Valentine’s day is the hardest day in the year.
Every time of this year, I think of you.

You are the one I am looking for.
Over the years I tried to forget about you,
U will always remain in my heart. I need you my love.

Sylvie And Jason~Angel Princess And Angel Prince

Just a 12 year old boy,
Apple of his eye is the girl I am about to tell you.
She is the girl that suits him.
Only tender and kind I can describe this man.
No thing is as good as Jason.

Another passage is about this girl that I know.
Nice and sweet is the only way I know to describe her.
Deep in Jason’s heart is the girl I am about to say.

Sweet and tender is this girl’s personality,
Young and beautiful is this girl’s look.
Lovely is also why Jason fell in love with her.
Valentines Day is the day that they both love.
I am sure they will go on a date.
Eternity love is all I hoped for them.

Xin Ming And Wendy~Snow Prince And Snow Princess

X’mas is the day that he likes.
In every year,
Near his neighbor hood will hear his cheering sound.

Mash potato, turkey and many foods,
Is put on a long table.
Nothing can break his spirit when it comes to x’mas.
God bless me to have a funny friend like him.

Another thing is about this girl.
Nothing can separate them.
Done many things but nothing worked.

Wishing on a shooting star,
Eternity love with her lover is what she wished
Nearly nothing can separate the two of them.
Death also cant separate the two lovely couple.
You are blessed by god to have found your true love.

Sylvie~The Beauty

Sweet as an angel,
Young as a baby.
Listen to this girl’s voice,
Vengeance and anger will disappear.
I love this girl since a long time ago,
Even she hates me so.

Good Bye My Friends...

Its time where you and I part ways.

As time passes,
Many people also move on.

Loneliness is a torture,
Even the best medicine can’t cure it.
As for me,
Vengeance is also not a medicine.
In the heart of the people that cares about us,
Nothing can make them forget about us.
Good bye my friend, hope we will meet someday

Eternity Love...

Every one had a true love,

The only time I had one true love is when I loved you.

East is where the sun in my world may rise,

Rise till the time you walked away.

Not every time in my life was warm.

In the time where you walked away from me,

The world in me had become colder.

Yesterday it seams you are away from me.

Lies can’t cover these up for you.

Over the hills and over the dales I searched for you.

Very desperately I searched for you.

Even when night falls I wont give up cause I need you my love.

Never Ending Love

So… never ending love? Is that possible? To me, I think can ^^ in a matter of fact, many of these things happen. Soul mates found each other. “Merge” and get married. But, there is also some love that doesn’t end well. There are some divorces, break ups, and many more.

So, I think that never ending love to some people is not that true. But to some happily married couple, it is SO true. It is because they have found their true love. But to some people, they don’t quite think this a true saying.

But to me, I hope my 1st love is never ending. Hopefully that someday, I’ll finally find my true love. My soul mate. ( i am just a kid haha. But I think about things^^)

Is Saying " I Love You" That Hard?

Is saying “I love you” that hard? Technically it’s not that hard. You are just scared about the answer that you are going to have. If you know that that person you are going to say those words likes you, it’s not that hard.

Why do I say that you know that you are only scared because you are scared about the answer you are going to get? Because if that person says no, you are going to be as crush as hell. But if that person says yes, you are going to be as happy as heaven ^^. Do you agree?? You may say that “What does a kid know.” But I think you are not 100% right and not 100% wrong. It’s not the same opinion with everyone. I am just saying my opinion.

In the other hand, why I say that if you know that the person you are going to say “I love you” to likes you, it would not be as hard as you think? It’s because you know that the answer will be the answer you are looking for and hoping for.

I think that’s all I will write for today ^^ All the the things that I said might not be true. But this is just how I feel.

Sometimes life is just this simple^^

I just woke up at 12pm today... just wasted a few hours. Tomorrow I have my Piano lesson. The songs that teacher gave me is not easy you know... I haven't practise yet. This morning, it was raining cats and dogs out side my house. So, my nose is a lil itchy. when i went down stairs, there's nobody cz my dad had went to work, my mom was upstairs sleeping(cz she woke up early). But there's something that draw my attention to. There it isn, on my table. 5 PICES OF ROTI CANAI!! its been a long time since i ate roti canai, so i am really happy. I ate all 5 pieces.

Enough about this mornin. It was a normal mornin alright.... I will talk about my noon later...

True Friend...

Is there something like a true friend? What’s a true friend? A true friend is a friend who will be there for you, help you whenever you need help, and be there with you whenever you need it. A friend who shares his or her happiness and sadness with you...... But is there anyone like I just described?

To me, I don’t think there is. Nobody in this world is 100% perfect. Everyone sure has a bad habit. Erm... It’s like in this world, there is only a teeny tiny chance that there will be a TRUE friend. But there will be tons of friends.Like me and this guy. I played with him for a long time. I thought he was a true friend. But, one day, he let me down. You may think that “what is there to be sad about? You’re so young.” But you’re wrong. The things you thought are 80% wrong. The thing he done reveals himself as a bad guy.

Up till now, I hope I will find a true friend. A true true true friend. Although I don’t think there is one, but I really hope that I can find one. Just think how lucky are you to find one. There’s nothing to say… So just hope that you had found your TRUE friend… when you’re older and planning to get married, hope you find you SOUL MATE… GOOD LUCK!!

moody day... but there are some mamories that made me happy...

Haiz. What can I say? It just started as a normal life… it’s just like waking up from an American dream. I mean 1 day you doing this. But in your dream last night, you can dream of anything^^ Last night I dreamt that aliens came to earth. It’s like E.T for I just watched E.T before I sleep.

I never thought that I will play this kinda stupid thing. This just sounds so lame when the 1st time I heard somebody uses this. But when I go to see my friends’ blog, it’s kinda cool. They mostly said about their life. From morning till noon. From noon till night ^^. I don’t know what to say. Frankly, I am not good at this kinda stuff.

Another thing is that I’m going away from house to study. Not high school or college. Just go to a place where a lil far from home is. I am SURELY going to miss all of my friends… The memories I have with them is unforgettable. In those memories, we laugh, we cry… we’re happy, we’re sad. There are things that can’t just be described just by using words. In al the friends who I am gonna miss, there will still be one person whom I will miss the most… that person made me happy. That person made me sad.. too much memories..